[ Her impulse response - You found a useful book in the library, anything is possible - doesn't cut it. She knows that tone because she's used that tone, shown that tentative interest, and she knows how easy it is to discourage. ]
It does make sense. And I think if you did that, there have to be ways for you to learn things that are more.... [Amused:] Practical?
[ Talking to another novice is like coming up for air. Someone who's not calm and confident about what they can do. ]
I'll help if I can. I'm still learning too. There are some exercises, though? In one of the books Michael gave me. Things to help increase your awareness, your ability to sense power. I can copy them down for you. It's at least a place to start.
[Practicality is what he's after. A use for this whatever-it-is. Not for the same reasons as Sarah, though. She wants to be stronger; he just wants to protect his people.
He wants something he can hold, something he can give away, something that says: Here's a part of me, and it will keep you safe.]
[ He's given her something to do, something that matters. She can copy those exercises and then she can look for more. She can help someone, do something that won't remind her in subtle and enervating ways that this is the end, and the end is forever. ]
You can do this.
[ There's life in the words that wasn't there when they started talking. ]
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bechdelpls) wrote2020-12-01 12:50 am
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It does make sense. And I think if you did that, there have to be ways for you to learn things that are more.... [Amused:] Practical?
[ Talking to another novice is like coming up for air. Someone who's not calm and confident about what they can do. ]
I'll help if I can. I'm still learning too. There are some exercises, though? In one of the books Michael gave me. Things to help increase your awareness, your ability to sense power. I can copy them down for you. It's at least a place to start.
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He wants something he can hold, something he can give away, something that says: Here's a part of me, and it will keep you safe.]
I'd appreciate that.
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You can do this.
[ There's life in the words that wasn't there when they started talking. ]
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Josh makes a sound that's almost a laugh.]
Thanks.
[He means it.]
Good luck, Sarah. Don't do anything dumb, either, okay?
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I won't. Good luck, Josh.